Letting Go #LettingGo

Is there anything,

anything I can do,

to take this feeling of hurt

away?

This ache,

this physical pain

that creeps under my skin;

tears at my flesh

incapacitates my mind,

my heart.

Is there anything,

anything I can do

to take this feeling

of disappointment away?

This confusion

that disassembles my logic,

shatters my plans

and marks me down.

I need to shake this,

to reach

inside of me:

my spirit is not asleep

I will awaken.

I will rise

above this struggle.

My eyes are washed

in the tears

of years of expression,

memories of decisions,

harsh words and actions

all for the good,

for the protection

of the spawn of myself.

I have to let go.

I leave it in Your hands.

The wings of the White Fairy

will protect,

the ample breast of Our Mother

will soothe

and you my child will grow,

will thrive

because I know

you will become

the person I know you are.

………………….

Cher Corbin © 2014